abang call me at 8 plus and told me to pass his helmet at civic center.

he will not be going back home for some of the days cause he got something at camp.

oh,i'm gona miss him sia.

after that went to met him.

i settle everything with him.suke hati kau la aslkan kau bahagia sdh.

get this into your head boy.

if you love me and care about me,

you will never leave me no matter what happens.

you will never listen to what that idiot boy says.

i'm tired of hearing you saying the same thing.

i'm tired of crying about you.

i've try so hard to prove you that i love you so much.

will you be happy if i stade with him?

will you not be jealous?

will you not hurt yourself?

fikir la psl hati aku.

jangan nk pentingkan diri kau.

life is suck...

i've put to much pressure on myself.

i can't bear to see people keep seeing me sad.

i just wanna be happy .

i wanna forget everything about you.

i still can't but i'll try even harder.

i wanna go to ite faster and can't wait for the result tomorrow.

pls god,i don't wanna stick my but at home cause i know

whenever i've got nothing to do,

i will start thinking about him and cry.

.life is so stupiid.

.everything i did was all wrong.

.you told me that you can't bear seeing me like this

but why did you do it.

where is all your promise?

you promise not to hurt me and leave me alone just like that.

Do you know how much i love you ?

how much i care for you?

i just kept smiling whenever i saw you but do you know how hurt my heart is

whenever you send me back home.

i can't start my new life when i kept dreaming about you.

i kept dreaming about my days and times with you.

i don't know what to do.

what i do is just cry as much as i can when there is no one at home.

i cannot really tahan with my behaviour.

life is suck....

life is useless....

life is really hurt when the one you love is leaving you .

.Tomorrow is countdown,yeah!

abang ask me to follow him go town with kak ifah and sis but

i'm not sure whether i want to follow them or not cause i might be working tomorrow.

i'm superb bored like fuck right now.

i miss fiiiiit and i thought she will be going malacca tomorrow.

how can i be so forgetful sia.

fiiiiiiiiit faster come back cause i can't wait to meet her when she is back to singapore.

i can't wait to for the result.

i can't wait to go to ite

and i can't wait to start a new life!

REGISTRATION FAIL?WTF!

I wake up late yesterday and lyana waited me for half an hour.

oh man,sorrie lyana.how can i be so forgetful.

i told mum to wake me up and she did'nt.

i went off to take my pay and sheet the queue was so long.

while waiting to take my pay,i saw the clumsy haikal.haha,i did'nt recognise him from far.

he just kept waving at me and i just ignore him.how sad?sorrie bro.

i was very satisfied with my pay cause i work hard.

give mum half of my pay and she look so happy.

i can't wait to go for school in ite but the registration is sucessfully fail.

i'm so sad sia.nevermind yaya just be patient.

he call me yesterday and he sounded so sad.

i don't know but i just feel like ,i do not want to contact with him anymore.

i prefer being friends with him but i can't just let this feeling go.

forget the past....i can't.

i've told him that i've never regret in any decision i made.

as long as he is happy,i'm happy for him too.

someone called me five minutes before 12 midnight on christmas day.

his words really touches my heart and i do cry.we maybe separate

for the time being but who knows one day god will patch up us together.

i just wanna say thanks to all my friends for the wishes and gifts.

i appreciate it a lot and mum thanks for the suprise.

i like it so much mum and i love you cause no one can replace my mum.

no one knows what are my wish for except god knows.

i MISS FIIIIT!

i've bought you something dear and i can't wait to meet you on 28th.

i wanna be happy going out with her before she left out to malacca.

i miss work so much but i damm lazy to go for work.

oh ya,thanks haikal for the funny thing that you did to me.

you are so clumsy and i wanna say sorry cause i did'nt mean to hurt you.

liking me as your friend,i don't mind but liking me more than that.....

must wait long long ya.haha.

kindda busy so i'm not gona update for the time being.

take care everyone.

.i'm not feeling well today
.i was so lazy lazy like a pig today
everything i do was just dreaming
thinking and thinking
i met him yesterday and i don't know how it end up like that.
is it the END?
i also don't know but my life does'nt stop here.
what i need was just you beside me.
i don't need anything but only the truth.
it's hard for me to trust you cause i don't know why are we mean to be together.
my mind is blank.
should i wait for your call?
msg?
or just move on?
i'm not sure cause what i know,
i just follow what my heart says
and it says not to let you go.
i know that is not how you behave usually.
tomorrow is n'level result,
i'm getting nervous.
all the best ya.

I can't wait for the day!